i think that's a really smart way of thinking about all of this. do what you can and have fun with whatever comes your way. live how you want until you go home for good. that's all i want to do, too. self-discovery aside.
[ it's a shame that reggie doesn't want to build a life here, if only because michael takes it to mean that he won't treat any of his relationships here as - real? and that's unsettling, to michael, who so desperately craves attention and validation from the people he likes. to think he could put all his affection into reggie and be told at the end of it that their friendship isn't real - it scares michael to think about, so he just... doesn't. ]
yeah. it's okay. thank you. sorry for sharing all of that. dads are the worst. my therapist was kind of like a dad. we played catch and everything. but he turned out to be a dick too, so. maybe dudes just weren't meant to have kids. anyway.
anyway anyway anyway. ok. tonight! hrghrghgh! get pumped!
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that's all i want to do, too.
self-discovery aside.
[ it's a shame that reggie doesn't want to build a life here, if only because michael takes it to mean that he won't treat any of his relationships here as - real? and that's unsettling, to michael, who so desperately craves attention and validation from the people he likes. to think he could put all his affection into reggie and be told at the end of it that their friendship isn't real - it scares michael to think about, so he just... doesn't. ]
yeah. it's okay. thank you. sorry for sharing all of that.
dads are the worst.
my therapist was kind of like a dad. we played catch and everything.
but he turned out to be a dick too, so.
maybe dudes just weren't meant to have kids.
anyway.
anyway anyway anyway.
ok.
tonight!
hrghrghgh!
get pumped!